Since I’ve been single, things have been… well… very sexually active. I’ve met and have had the pleasure of being with some amazing, beautiful girls. Some of them were girlfriend material, others not so much, but at this point in my life, coming out of a long and rocky relationship, it’s impossible for me to be into any sort of commitment. What do people call it - emotionally unavailable? Right, well that’s me… Let’s be honest: I just tried too hard to do the serious thing for a long time, and now I want to have some fun. There! I said it. Now, I really do my best to make this known before I put out any sort of vibe, and despite (or possibly, because of) my clear intentions, girls seem game for the most part.
When I am out socializing, I’m very upfront and honest: if anything may or may not happen with me, it will most likely be casual… Ugh, I sound like a whore, but for the most part, when I’m talking or interacting with a girl, I am being genuine. I may not be interested, but I do love to make women feel good about themselves. They (you) are all beautiful, every woman is beautiful in her own way. Amazing, beautiful, CRAZY creatures you women are. And I find myself telling you that on every occasion I have, and then we have a drink and then a few more, and well… you know. But the fact is, I wake up next to a stranger most of the time just to figure out over and over again I’m still not emotionally ready for any sort of anything.